Who can I ask
Where do I go
Who would have them
I need drugs
Sedate me
I’m giving up.
Don’t know what to do
I can’t take this pain
He doesn’t know what the pain is like
To be taken advantage of
To make mistakes 
Over and over and over
To be abused
To see abuse
To hear abuse
Life is a fucked up dimension 
Change me
Let me forget
Erase my memory
I hate everything about me
Too weak
Too much
Not enough
How do I trust
I can’t trust even the ones I love
They all let you down
And hurt you
No matter what
No matter what you’ve seen
Or what you’ve done
It will be my fault
Somehow, everyone blames it on me
It’s always me
Unbelievable how people act
Just be nice for once in a while
And give me a break 
I know I’m not a saint
But at least I’m trying
No one can see how hard I try
I get no pat on the back
So much anger built up inside me
Why do I run into him so often now?
Don’t look at me like that
Pretend you don’t know me
For get who I am?
You raped me.
You hurt me
What is death like?
Fast?
Does it hurt?
Just help me not hurt
I don’t know what it’s like
Not one person notices
Not one person cares
I am not to blame
But its always my fault.
Distort my image
Like I’m looking into a funhouse mirror 
Change me
Reincarnation 

I don’t know who to talk to because no one understands. The pain I go through no one could understand.